Her Spirit is Broken

Hellogoodbye

Sat, 13 Dec 2008 13:55:31 GMT

Shifted!

Back... Well Sort Of

Thu, 27 Nov 2008 12:35:05 GMT

So there's only 2 more papers, and exactly 8 more days till I'm finally back home, the place where I was once sheltered, both physically, and emotionally. Something's gotten into me lately and I hate the way I just let my feelings show and make a monster out of me. I still can't believe it.

Contemplating on switching to another LJ account to kick-start a hopefully exciting new phase of my life, though I can't really bear to leave these 2 years' worth of memories. Well if you still care about what goes on in my life, I'm sure you'll find a way to hunt me down. Till then.

Calm down, deep breaths.

Goodbye Dear Diary, You Served Me Well

Tue, 07 Oct 2008 14:06:45 GMT

Going on a hiatus cos...

(1) it's Term 4 and there's only 5 weeks of school left
(2) I'm gonna study hard for real
(3) I need more time to get my life in order

So yup. Peace out.

XOXO.

Hello

Sat, 04 Oct 2008 07:07:29 GMT

I aspire to be a robot.

All Mouldy

Fri, 03 Oct 2008 14:46:51 GMT

Did I mention my memory is failing me so bad, ask anyone who hangs out with me, I'm sure they ~~secretly~~ want me dead.

An entire Friday spent doing nothing at all cooped up in a miserably small apartment, save for 1 hour of working out on level 4, and 3 hours and $200 worth of online shopping. My dad is gonna get so pissed if he ever finds out and gosh it's his 52nd birthday today! l love you dad! You're the awesome-st man I'll ever get in my entire life. <3

Boring, Yes I Know

Wed, 01 Oct 2008 13:39:15 GMT

So... I ended up not going to the library to study today cos, as some people put it, I was "being a pig, not wanting to get out of bed". So yeah. I ended up doing nonsense the whole day, first thing I did was play MSN games, washed up, had a really late lunch, webcammed with some girlies back home, NAPPED, webcammed again, changed my bed sheets, had dinner, packed my room and yup here I am to tell you about my extremely boring, and yet another unproductive day.

Gah. I'm not going fishing with KPQ because I haven't done any shit ass homework nor studied this holiday (and also cos I gotta wake up at 5AM if I wanna go?!). But it's okay, I'm supposed to save money lest I want my dad to get more pissed off with me for spending like nobody's business, and I've been having quite a bit of enjoyment already.

Caught Eagle Eye on Sunday night with Jess, Kenneth and Weian, and then House Bunny on Tues with Jess, Jana and Alex. House Bunny is like the ultimate funny. Was at KPQ's last Friday to watch Camp Rock, which was afterall, an okay, and damn! it was Hannah Montana the whole day AND SHE FORGOT TO TELL ME! Well I stayed till midnight and watched quite a few episodes teeheeweehee. Why was 6 afraid of 7? Because 7 ATE 9! Haha whatever. Anyways I'm so freaking addicted to MSN games someone play with me pretty please? D:

Fly With You

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 15:57:44 GMT

(All pictures credit to Kenneth Lee!)

Never Let The End Begin

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 14:15:12 GMT

Skiing @ Falls Creek - 30th ~ 31st of August

Lynnette's Birthday Gathering - 8th ~ 9th of September

Mid-Autumn Festival - 14th of September

Remedy

Thu, 25 Sep 2008 03:26:26 GMT

Love Story by Taylor Swift is such a sweet song. Go give it a listen.

So yes! We (Jess, Peiqi, Berry, Kenneth, Weian, Tim and myself) went to the Royal Melbourne Show and damn it was so freaking crowded and hot but nonetheless fun. The guys won like tonnes of soft toys for us! I won't tell you just how much yet, cos I'll probably be uploading photos soon, those from the ski trip as well! Haha well just to let you know, I love my baby blue Little Pony and yellow Care Bear a lot! Was so tired by the end of the day but I still manage to overcome my laziness and went to church for Ignite! Inspiring I would say, and I hope God will answer my prayers.

(A)

P.S. I was just packing away the winter stuff into my luggage last night, and then I saw the really huge card KKK gave to me right before I left for Melbourne. I gotta say I do miss them and regret not keeping much contact with them. Well hope you lovelies are doing fine with promos and all! Just 2 more months till havoc back home! <3

Summer At Eureka

Tue, 23 Sep 2008 14:55:32 GMT

Movies I caught over the past 7 days:

1) In Bruges
2) The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor
3) Tropic Thunder
4) Angus, Thongs & Perfect Snogging
5) Wild Child

More movies that I wanna catch:

1) House Bunny
2) Wall•E
3) Step Brothers
4) Eagle Eye
5) Make It Happen

Btw I seriously gotta stop shopping. It's draining my money so quickly despite me losing my debit card and all the inconveniences! Wells, I'll be off to the Royal Melbourne Show tomorrow anyways (far far away from shopping malls)! Egg-cited.com!

72 days to HOME. Sweet love.

All We Have

Mon, 22 Sep 2008 12:39:21 GMT

Jess, Peiqi and I had a girls' day out in Chadstone Shopping Centre today, where we found a new girlfriend called Berry! But sadly Peiqi has some unexplained hatred for her. Okay back to the point, we had a Japanese lunch, and then stopped for really sinful snacks, namely honey comb thickshake (!!!) and pretzels after getting a little bored. It's merely the first day after my fast ended! Well anyways, I didn't buy anything at all. Jess and I concluded that it's cos we've been shopping excessively ever since, erm let's see... since I don't know when! Yup so after dinner we got home and guess what guess what people! I. Went. To. The. Gym!!! I'm exercising finally after months gosh I'm so proud of myself teeheeweehee. Yup so now I just finished dinner, which was instant noodles with four freaking scrambled eggs. Alright tata, off to paint Jess's toes!

This Heart Attack

Sun, 21 Sep 2008 01:32:45 GMT

So… yesterday marked the third tragic event that ever happened to me on the streets in my entire life. The first was being followed by this guy who asked if we could be friends while I was on the way to school back in sec 2. The second was being stalked by THE SAME DAMN PSYCHO and got groped once back last year. And now thirdly, getting robbed while on my way home by this scrawny Asian bastard right outside Big Mama. (I’m not gonna eat at that place man, it’s cursed! Well I got sick of their food anyways.)

Yup so I was happily going home with Jess after a nice dinner at Fifteen and catching Tropic Thunder with Steph and Kenneth (which was hilarious btw) and we were just talking about random stuff. Then suddenly this fella who was walking down the street towards us ran a couple of steps, bent down, snatched by clutch, ran off into a waiting car and drove off. The fortunate things that occurred were that, my phone dropped out while he was running off and there was also no cash or whatsoever valuable in my clutch, just a couple of membership cards and my debit card. Haha what a loser he is right. Kenneth and I were just mocking him online, imagining how disappointed he’ll be when he opens up my bag to find nothing but my ugly Trinity ID. LOL. Thank God I’m perfectly safe. No more late nights for me for some time I guess!

Oh oh oh and Kenneth now owes me a new bag since he failed to accompany us home much thanks to the photography camp he’s at right now! Hurrah to new bag (and loser thief)!

Post Exam Joys

Fri, 19 Sep 2008 10:58:19 GMT

Marcs belt + Black dress + Levi's jeans + White canvas sneakers + Tommy Hilfiger Hairband = Well-spent 120AUD = Infinite smileys!

Caught In Bruges on Wednesday, and then The Mummy: Tomb of the Dragon Emperor yesterday. In Bruges was pretty cool ~~with all the uncensored vulgarities~~ with an artsy-fartsy plot. I'd recommend to watch if you're not an impatient person. As for The Mummy, it was just ridiculously funny.

2 more weeks of chillaxing to go and I'm only approximately 75 days from home!

<3<3<3

Gone Going

Mon, 15 Sep 2008 08:57:58 GMT

I've got my flight back home for the next holiday already! I'm so bloody egg-cited omg. Meanwhile, I'm gonna enjoy myself till the beginning of October and make the best out of it and hope that Term 4 will pass as fast as this term. I can already smell the sweetness of home. Gahhhhh.

Love.

All I Wanna Do Is...

Wed, 10 Sep 2008 04:50:52 GMT

I have such crazy tendencies to clean up/revamp my place sometimes. Perhaps it's all metaphorical. What do you reckon?

-

Sun, 07 Sep 2008 08:28:28 GMT

It pains me so much, but I've think I might have made up my mind, because God gave me an answer today.

Another Update Since Ages!

Sat, 06 Sep 2008 14:43:21 GMT

I'm back from skiing people! Photos from Steph's birthday under the cut, I'm a little lazy to upload those from the trip though! Had loads of sexy time recently, including fruitful shopping on Wednesday after class with Jess and Matt after completing drama performance and Chemistry presentation, and happiness boost due to the cool fact that so many lessons were cancelled this week!

Btw I love my new colourful cushion and sexy purple havvys to the max! No worries people, I haven't forgotten any of yall and I love yall still no matter what! Miss the girlfriends back home massively though! Approximately 3 more months till homeward bound! But I'm glad to see that everyone looks happy at the moment! All the best to those who are about to have their promos and As! And note to self, only a week of school to go before it's quite the holidays!

My loves!

You know what? I plan to secretly steal all of Steph's cute little soft toys one of these days...

The retard, being quite very typical of him, was shouting at people on the streets at approximately 1AM.

We played the Pocky Game (which I'm really good at :D)!

The losers (and the previous line explains why I'm none of the losers :DD).

Haha we got Steph a fluffy bathrobe and I think she resembles a really cute polar bear in the picture!

It Will All Get Better In Time

Sun, 31 Aug 2008 14:45:28 GMT

Seems like many people had a great weekend, I'm happy to see so many smiles and bubbly faces after who-knows-how-long. It's probably cos of the long-awaited arrival of spring I guess! September's here, and over the next 21 days (or more), I'm aspiring to achieve some personal goals, one of which, the most important, is to grow much closer to God and thus become a stronger individual.

Updates and pictures soon my dears, just after I complete a couple more assignments over the next 3 days. Btw, skiing was purely awesomely awesome. :D

Sad Eyes and Empty Lives

Mon, 18 Aug 2008 13:50:26 GMT

So much to mention, but you can't find the words.

Hard to Face

Sat, 16 Aug 2008 04:21:56 GMT

Recently, I realized I have a tendency to leave my limbs feeling numb when I perfectly know that I've been putting too much pressure/stress on them (eg. resting my dead-tired brain on my arm). But somehow, the numbness just felt... so good. If only the conscious part of me could feel this as well.

It always seem like people cared, but, do they?

Running Away From The Streets We Knew

Sun, 10 Aug 2008 15:15:53 GMT

A great weekend to end off with, I must say. Fun, would have been an understatement.

I am so sick of my mood-swings I swear. And yeah, I think I should apologize again. Sorry I just don't know what's gotten into me. I'm seriously serious. Not to mention I've missed service 2 weeks in a row. And the idea that I'm missing home is practically blinking in my head 24/7 like the KFC advertisement which says "Can't beat that taste. Great taste starts with really fresh *CHICKEN* *CHICKEN* *CHICKEN." Hmm okay whatever. It's possibly due to the weather as well. It's so bloody cold in Melb!

Recent pictures for your viewing pleasure btw!

Yes I do have sexy bangs again! :D

I was spinning so wildly on the thing in the playground, the moment I tried to get up I crashed to the ground and Kenneth just had to snap a picture of me.

Jess was so eyeing on Kenneth's piece of juicy beef.

The two grown man who got knocked out. Haha ok I'm just talking nonsense. They just fell asleep while waiting for the representatives of Singapore and Australia to appear on TV during the Olympics opening.

I remember exactly a year on the 8th of August, KKK was having a full gathering steamboat session at Uly's. It's such a coincidence! Sigh, I'm really missing those girlies and I wonder how'd it be right now if I hadn't decided to leave at all.

I couldn't find a better picture cos everyone was so unglam, except for this, since Jacq has always been known for it. Anyways my dear bitch, promise me you'll stay strong. I love you.

Take Me Over

Thu, 07 Aug 2008 16:58:34 GMT

I said, don’t you know.
You said, you don’t know.

Tell me where the simplicity and the harmony have gone. Why is it that when you want something to stop so badly, it keeps coming back to haunt you down. I’m tired of dealing with similar sickening situations over and over again. There are so many “why’s”, “when’s”, “how’s” and “what if’s” in my head that I doubt anyone can answer. I guess there are way too many things that one will never understand despite putting the heart and soul into them, because the complexity is just too great to devour and overcome.

Lately, I think I’ve been allowing my emotions to take control over me. But I believe that this selfish behavior is just a part of humanity. Certain things can’t be bottled up too long and I am feeling really messed up inside. I miss the comforts of my home, I miss being around those I can truly love, without having to worry if I’ll get back the same kind of affection.

So I Walk Around

Sat, 02 Aug 2008 16:40:23 GMT

Why everything's turned inside out
Instilling so much doubt
It makes me so tired
I feel so uninspired

I've never been the kind to ever let my feelings show
I thought that being strong meant never losing your self-control
But I'm just drunk enough to let go of my pain
To hell with this pride, let it fall like rain
From my eyes
Tonight I wanna cry

I feel like such a fool I swear. Why do I lie to myself over and over again, when I know perfectly well how I'm feeling and how much I want certain things to be.

A bottomless pit. A forever of blackness. An echoing scream of desperation.

I'm missing home quite terribly.

Forgive me. It's been tough.

Because My Life's As Boring As Yours

Sun, 27 Jul 2008 15:30:24 GMT

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For Mariel, My Love

Mon, 21 Jul 2008 14:11:07 GMT

oooohhhh SCNAP says:
onyyyyyyyyyyy
Onyu says:
yessssssssssss meh meh!
oooohhhh SCNAP says:
i wanted to tell you abt the korean boyband i told you abt long ago!
the one with a member called onyu~
Onyu says:
i know!
you told me already!!!
or was it px!
hahahaha
oooohhhh SCNAP says:
i told you,
but rmb i said they werent very good looking?
they're actually very cute!
and all very young, like im older than 3 out of 5 members
their songs also not baddd
want to hear?
oh and onyu is the leader
hahahaha i just thought you should know~
Onyu says:
hahahahaha you are so funny!
i shall blog bout this!
haven't blogged bout you in agesssss!!!

I MISS YOU VERY MUCH AND I CAN'T WAIT TO GET SPASTIC WITH YOU AGAIN IN DECEMBER! <3

/edit.

I'm so excited right now even though I'm mugging my ass off when it's only the second week of Term 3, because I seriously can't wait for the year to end, so that the following will take place!:

1) I'll become an undergraduate. (I know, the sound of it is like so damn sexy.)
2) Possible trip to some place in Aussieland with the Aussie friends.
3) Meet the awesome and lovely girlies back in SG!
4) Return to HK with a couple of those girls for major shopping!
5) Holiday trip to somewhere with Mom and Dad.

I'm seriously damn touched by the people who make me feel so loved and missed. :$

Cordelia says:
you ought to be happy about this!
she (Uly) told me "when onyu left right, it's like some part of me is missing okay" that day when we were saying that we miss you
hahahaha

And this.

Cordelia says:
no worries i will pray all i could!!
BIG BRAINS
hahaha BB
imagine from Big Brains, some infer to Big Boobs.
then instead of Big Brains, you get Big Boobs.
okay kidding, just for laughs